welcome to the idiot manufacturing factory called life

one thing i never understood was why some people are so judgemental about other people's lives and life choices even though it has nothing to do with them. 

like just recently tracia styled herself with bangs and they were the short type like grimes and hayley williams's. in fact I thought that her hairstyle looked rather like grimes's in the music video for her song vanessa. 

in fact i think she looks good in her new hair. not many people can pull off that look but she managed to. but sadly some people don't think so. personally i would love to have that same hairstyle but my hair is naturally oily so my bangs wouldn't look that nice. first of all, two people actually came up to me to ask about what's up with her new hair. one of them was even gossiping about it with someone else for god's sake. worst of all they pretended to like it and even complimented her by saying she looked like taylor swift. but then that girl came up to me asking "what's up with tracia's hair? why's she got bangs now?" and then she started telling me about how her and her friend who she gossiped with started judging her. as for the second person who asked about tracia's new edgy hairstyle, she wasn't so bad. it was just mere confusion because she hadn't come to school for the last few days and suddenly returned to see tracia with bangs. 

what i'm just trying to say here is that whatever other people's choices, it's none of your business. if you don't like it, then just shut up. it's their choice anyway. it's got nothing to do with you so why care so much? if you like it, then compliment them. if you don't, then just don't say anything. if you don't like someone's new hairstyle or what they're wearing, then don't look at them. simple as that. it's not as if it's your own appearance instead of someone else's. 

nobody's forcing you to look at them. 

sure you can give them positive criticism like saying how maybe you prefer something else but don't criticize them in a way that you're saying as if whatever choice they made was a mistake. 

this is why people are so afraid of making different choices and doing what they like. they're afraid of being judged. i'm way over that. i used to be that way until i realized that life is just too short to live with a fear of being judged. i do what i want because it's what i want and what i want doesn't matter to anyone else. just like that dr. seuss quote says "those who care don't matter and those who don't care do"

my friends are okay with my choices and don't tell me that i need to change them. just like how i'm the same with them. i only give my opinion when they ask for it. like seriously. the world is full of fakes who only pretend to like you but talk shit behind your back. it's all pretty stupid but then again that's life and life is full of brain dead idiots. 

stop the world, i wanna get off

i am pissed off and annoyed. in fact, you can say that the best way to describe my mood at the moment is "3000% done" and i know that it's mathematically impossible to be 3000% done with anything but generally i don't give a damn. that's how done i am right now. 

my best friend just told me about something that happened to her recently which made me feel this angry and i thought that i ought to share my thoughts on the certain subject. 

so here's the deal. tracia goes back home via a transporter with a bunch of other people from our school and other schools too because her parents are probably too busy to actually pick her up. sometimes it's really packed and there isn't enough space for everyone which was the case for this situation. she eventually had to sit on this guy's lap to save space and this barbaric idiot decided to dry hump her. now if you read my blog posts frequently, you're probably rolling your eyes and going oh god not another feminist rant again and yes it is just that so bear with me please this one is important. i don't even know why tracia gets so many feminist problems. it's probably because of her ravishingly good looks. 

so anyway, the guy started dry humping her which made her feel really uncomfortable considering the fact that he's two years younger than her and has a girlfriend. plus, her head kept hitting the roof of the car and he did nothing about it whatsoever. she yelled at him to stop obviously. i mean who wouldn't, right? and here's the sick part. her "friends" a.k.a. her transport buddies just laughed and did nothing about it. in fact one of them even told him to not listen to her and go on. 

at this point, i'm pretty sure tracia felt really angry and violated. i wouldn't blame her. so she punched the guy really hard and finally he stopped. this just pisses me off so much. first of all, what makes you think that you can do that to a girl? do you have no morals at all? are you like some kind of animal that just shags anything that it likes? this is just disgusting. and the fact that nobody did anything about it makes it worse. this isn't a fucking joke. he just sexually assaulted her and you all did nothing about it and just laughed?¿ what kind of people are you? how do you even live with yourselves? if i ever saw anyone getting sexually assaulted — even if i don't know them —i would still at least try to help them. 

honestly if i was in tracia's position, i would have done a lot worse to the guy than just give him a lame punch. i swear i would decapitate his head off and give him hell. this shouldn't happen to anyone. your fucking negligence is the reason why rape culture is a thing. honestly this was how i felt when i heard all this from tracia. 

this just really sickens me. i don't even understand why they're her friends. in fact i don't even understand how they even have friends. at the moment i'm so done with them that i wished i was an octopus just so i could facepalm myself with eight hands all at once and also to slap them all at once with eight hands. 

this is just disgusting. if anybody ever experiences something similar to this, don't be afraid to stand up for yourself and tell the guy to stop whatever he's doing. and if he doesn't, then elbow him in his crotch and break his nuts. sexual assault isn't a joke and feminism should never be taken lightly. 

i'm going to sign off now with this picture of how i looked like the entire time typing this. 

none of my business but an entitled opinion

i'm not sure if it's just mood swings that are causing these feelings but i seem to get really aggravated and angry these few days very easily especially over certain issues that have to do with feminism. 

so my best friend recently gave her number to this guy and lately he's been harassing her by sending her texts that make her feel uncomfortable. now the thing is, these texts would have been perfectly fine if the both of them had known each other for some time rather than a short time span of less than a week (approximately two days). 

from what she's been telling me, he's been sending her texts that have the word "baby" in them and other things that aren't exactly the type of things that a person would send to someone just after knowing them for a few days. the messages even make me uncomfortable reading them. i know it's none of my business but i just think that it's absurd. 

it's absurd for him to send such things to a girl whether he likes her or not. they're not even close. they've never spoken in person before. yet he sends her these things that make her feel uncomfortable.  it's just wrong. even if they were close, he still has no right to send her messages where she feels discomfort in reading. in fact, no boy should ever do this to any girl. it's just plain violation of her feelings. 

girls, please don't let idiotic immature boys like that make you feel uncomfortable. stand up for yourself. no one should make you feel violated. especially not a silly immature boy. not anyone at all. if you ever experience something like this you should tell him that you don't feel comfortable with what he's doing and that he needs to respect you and your opinion. if he doesn't listen, then block him. block him, report him, tell someone. do whatever it takes to stand up for your own rights.