life can be pretty confusing. well, actually, a lot confusing. sometimes we aren't able to differentiate between what is real and what isn't. just like how sometimes we often get confused whether or not whatever memory that we remember is a fragment of a dream or a reality.
life is complicated too. it's like a maze or a never-ending tunnel. you can see where it leads you but you never really know where it ends and by that it also means you never really know what will truly happen to you in the future. life is full of empty gaps that need to be filled and i intend on filling those gaps up.
things never go the way you want them to. one day you can feel like you're on top of the world and the next day you can possibly feel just like the dirt under somebody else's shoe. one day you can be the most important person in the world to somebody and the next day it would be as if you never meant anything to them. you see, that's life. it's a never-ending labyrinth of emotions. seasons change and so do people. they come and go just like the seasons do and they leave just as suddenly as they came.
"but because things change. and friends leave. and life doesn't stop for anybody." The Perks of Being A Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
but even though i know that people will always leave, i want to be remembered. i want to leave a legacy behind so that people will know the real me instead of what this washed up society wants to see.
the society sees me as just another regular girl but the truth is i'm more than that. i am my favourite songs and my favourite poems and stories. i am a mess of unfinished thoughts and also memories and events that have never even happened, all sewn together to create me. i am the things that i eat and also the clothes that i wear. i am a book just waiting to be read.
so this is life. i can't exactly control it for it's a roller coaster ride of a lifetime that i need to appreciate and i've decided that it's about time that i have. there's only one small question though...
is there room for one more troubled soul?
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